Fear the Walking Dead 416 recap: I Lose Myself

The mini-mart is still as stocked as ever. Sarah and Wendell know it well but the rest of the group can’t believe such a place exists, with electricity, no less. The coffee is brewed and they wander the aisles looking at it all. Al remains outside working on her van. Charlie brushes her teeth.

Alicia, Strand and Luciana sit around a map and wonder if they are going to do this. Strand says they could go back to the mansion, but they want to find a new place.

June and John shop just like they did when they first met. John teases her about the movie selection. He knows the storm likely wiped out his cabin. She tells him that she had been afraid that he wouldn’t want her when he found out who she was. He says he always knew her, no matter her name. She’s “sunshine.” June says she finally knows who she is, thanks to him. They share a kiss.

Morgan finds Martha’s walker in her police car near mile marker 54. This one also has a message on his face. He kills it and drags the body away from the car. In the distance he spots her on her husband’s grave. She’s laying across it. He approaches carefully and rolls her over. “Not yet,” she growls. He wants to help her and he carries her to the police car. She says it’s not time, but she can’t put up a fight.

As they drive she tries to kick the door. She’s upset he saw her like that. He offers her some medicine to clear her infection and then he asks about the place. He knows she lost someone there. Talking might help.

John calls on the radio and Morgan reports that he’s bringing her back to Mississippi. But John is out of range.

John says he never should have let him go. Sarah says the transmitter is strong enough to carry the message but his radio can’t.

Strand finds Al, who is furious that “Smiley” drove the van without coolant. He needs help with some boxes. But Al can’t fight all of a sudden. She collapses and Alicia shoots the walkers. They take her inside because the gunshots will draw more walkers out.

Martha finally decides to talk. She tells Morgan about Hank, her husband. He asks what happened. She reveals that they were fleeing the city and someone was weaving in traffic while she was driving, trying to flee. They clipped her car and they went into the guardrail. Hank needed help but no one stopped. He needed her to be strong and she doesn’t think she was. Morgan says that isn’t true. She’s “stuck.” And he knows exactly how that feels.